The hope of you calling my name is what keeps my soul alive
Dead I had remained, since you stopped doing so, staying put in your hive
What good is life, if it’s without the vision of seeing you smile
What better way to die, than to look at you glow far from a mile
Surely meaning to things changed, when I first felt your skin
The density of name and fame suddenly lost its touch within my kin
What have me done, that can undo, the misery, I bestowed upon you
My life should go, so shall my flow, if all it takes to finding you
For your image I see in everything that has the world look bright
And I see you smile, moving on, and just wanting me away from your sight
So shall I stay, away from your gaze till eternity I so swear
Nothing but embarrassment and sorrow i shall keep as the only cloth to wear.
Then they said I am left with no more
Potion or scent of life for the worldly whore
Heavens transcendent and thoughts unfold
The aim is through the eye no one so told
Pity her skin for she have lost the jewel
Laughter on my face sublime and all is well.
How can my silence be heard by the wordless
Who can hear only the chants of the worthless
So another tale another journey comes to an end
Speaking of which smiles take a bend
And yet again I raise the no more scene
Making no sense to the mindless not so serene
And another journey thus awaits to be discovered
For doors open up when they are to be uncovered.
And so a new night and a new day is to come
New promises to be made and taken home.
And the truth that unfold
no god can be so damn cold
no mercy, no blessings, hush!
i can maketh a ton alike in a rush
what shall this tale thus breed
the worst lead or the devil’s steed?
So I shall renounce him all today
for all he showed is harm and hay
my faith has shattered all along
the spark of hate is all so strong
and so my stallion goes for kill
for i have passion i have the will.
Despair makes out its call
the miseries putting you to the wall.
tears stuck in my eyes not to fall
the heart losing up so quick and tall.
the soul departing on leave
what can be worse than this eve?
O lord why have you shunned me?
your wrath has always cornered me.
why can i not make it to you
is the road to mercy closed to you?
if not you that i can ask from
who else then can i seek from?
I may still be up and breathing
my heart may still be beating.
My face may put up a smile
my faith may go the extra mile.
but my body can’t take the blows no more
for you put in your blessings no more.
so please have me get up and rise
for i am left broken in despise.